Well that lasted a day and a half :)
ScreenMatter is a great group of people with a future I believe in - it just won't include me :( The physical environment just wouldn't work for me. I sort of knew it wouldn't, but I let the hype of some friends and people I trust put stars in my eyes and I went anyway.
Telerx was gracious enough to have me back and I was happier there today than I've been in ages :)
Apologies to ScreenMatter. I feel like a jerk.